You said you love me. but you've fergot the 'not'

Hay guys. Happy new year and so on. It's a difficult time..but we're still alive.:)

Somebody said to me 'it's not your fault' but I know it WAS mine. But it is how it is!:) We've to live with our fail. I think I need time..

A few days ago I heard a song and it goes 'murder,murder,murder,kill,kill,kill' and this is how it is...

It's a new year its a new start! -hopefully