Strong

one of my good freinds meant to me, that I am mental strong, but I'm not. So I thought about it.

How to define 'strong'? How is a person who is 'strong'?

I don't know but what I know is, I know a lot of 'strong people. To call names: Diana, Jenny, Vanessa, Celine,Finja,Tabea,Philip,Laura,Florian,Marnie,the other Tabea and lots of more persons...
But,why I'm think,they are strong?! I just feel it.

So what Ihave to do is...just fake to be strong,and whenever you see me laught you most can be sure normaly im crying.:(

Like today at school,I'd laughed ,'cause I won't cry. I laughed all the times, but I was so sad:'(

And this is the history behind the smile,so please ask yourself,when you see somebody laugh, if it's really laughing or more crying with a litte scream for help..

thx for reading you guys:))